this life could be so much more … i think that lately … i got a job, pretty much a boyfriend, and i am grateful and happy that i got those. my emotions should be changing, but they’re not. they have but i thought i would change too. and i know im young but i want happiness now. more than that. i am happy a lot of the time, but i feel im just kidding myself; it’s not genuine. i don’t even know what i want anymore. i dont feel the connection to people that i felt.











